Merry Christmas!
"Welcome back" to me. This is my first time having a personal computer in, I suspect, five and a half years. I had envisioned myself having a much more eloquent and interesting blog, but then I discovered this old blog I'd started. I like the name I chose for this blog, and I like to finish what I started, so I'm going to practice blogging, and hope that the practice brings eventual improvement.
'Yesterday' was a pleasant Christmas eve. N and I did some shopping, then came home and spent the day inside, her on her technotube, and me doing baking. In the evening, we watched the ELF movie together, then wrapped some gifts, and had spaghetti supper together.
I sampled every bit of my baking, and I know I'm going to be starting all over with my weight loss, because I've gained back almost all 80 of the pounds I had lost two years ago. First I am going to work on my anxiety levels, constantly reaffirming myself and practicing a positive outlook, building my self acceptance, and fighting my depression. Then I'm going to recreate my active lifestyle and make healthier meals and eating choices. Then I'll increase my water intake, while decreasing my sugary beverage intake. I'll be down 30 pounds or more before spring!
I also will be working on building myself my new occupation. My self-esteem cannot afford anymore hits from these random and frequent attempts to work for others. Perhaps if I got a job I consider to be low-stress, but the problem with those jobs is the hours they require, and those hours conflict with my babysitting preferences, which ultimately aren't worth the paycheques. So I will be starting 2017 with 2017 items and topics for market research background investigations prior to starting my own little business.
'Yesterday' was a pleasant Christmas eve. N and I did some shopping, then came home and spent the day inside, her on her technotube, and me doing baking. In the evening, we watched the ELF movie together, then wrapped some gifts, and had spaghetti supper together.
I sampled every bit of my baking, and I know I'm going to be starting all over with my weight loss, because I've gained back almost all 80 of the pounds I had lost two years ago. First I am going to work on my anxiety levels, constantly reaffirming myself and practicing a positive outlook, building my self acceptance, and fighting my depression. Then I'm going to recreate my active lifestyle and make healthier meals and eating choices. Then I'll increase my water intake, while decreasing my sugary beverage intake. I'll be down 30 pounds or more before spring!
I also will be working on building myself my new occupation. My self-esteem cannot afford anymore hits from these random and frequent attempts to work for others. Perhaps if I got a job I consider to be low-stress, but the problem with those jobs is the hours they require, and those hours conflict with my babysitting preferences, which ultimately aren't worth the paycheques. So I will be starting 2017 with 2017 items and topics for market research background investigations prior to starting my own little business.
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